My story... my life...

2006-11-24T12:18:00.000-08:00

today was pretty much a normal day:D went to school at 3 for a meeting for council invest 2007. i'm in the deco team see :D haha so me huh? :D it was fun at first and when all our art farty ideas came in.. then.. PROBLEM!!! not enough $$$! we were given $100. we had to deco inside plus outside the audi.. and little here and there around schl... so headache lor.. haha :D
then my big sis and i got hooked on a new korean show.. but more like i got hooked.. coz.. i found my future boyfriend there!!! haha.. was kinda obsessed with him but he slowly looked ugly.. heehee.. kae, it's bad to only like him for the looks huh.. nevermind! :D
kae.. here's when i felt like blogging.. i watched lake house!!! my sis bought the vcd.. man.. it rocks my socks!!! very touching.. so my kinda show.. i love touching movies!!! haha :D (when i watched "world trade centre" i can't remember myself not crying throughout the movie.. teehee :D can ask jasmine for confirmation! :D) kaes.. cut the crap.. if you didn't know.. lake house is about this two ppl (guy and girl, duh) who wrote letters to each other and thus fell in love.. but... there were living in dif times! she was living in 2006 and he is in 2004. and the entire movie seemed to leave a great impression on me, mostly because of the script.. it was filled with simple phrase that meant a lot... and it really made me think of TIME. it seems to be something we over look each day... but after watching the movie, i feel that it actually is something not as simple as we think it can be.. it's as though a single second could make a whole big difference. it's like how time seems so powerful... how if for that split second you did something different, the world world maybe spinning in an entirely different manner for the yrs to come.. it's like... magic! it changes things in such a way that it becomes so special.. so memorable.. and at the same time, it can really drive someone crazy.. just like the movie... they couldn't be together because of time. heehee quite sad huh :D but at least it was a happy ending so i'm happy too! :D

2006-11-22T11:55:00.000-08:00

yay! i finally got down to writing another post! heehee :D let's see... i got into 3/12 (chem bio geog) and finally had one debate session :D eh.. not sure where to start.. teehee +D
nevermind.. just say today! :D i slept at 5am and kinda regreted it coz i had to "report" the no. of juniors going for the farewell dinner for sec 4 seniors. why did i regret sleeping late? coz i sent all of them and sms and asked them to call me asap to tell me if they were going.. who knows ppl called me at 8am!!! man.. there goes my beauty sleep! haha.. so ppl called from 8 to 11? obviously not non-stop.. just got calls around that time :D and once i was so tired i couldn't remember what my junior told me and i had to call her again!!! haha!!! +D yupp.. that's me the blur princess!!!
ok.. that's not the highlight lah.. sigh.. typed too long liaoz... so i went there but being blur and no sense of direction at all... i was freaking out on the bus coz i had no idea where to get down.. and from my house to orchard was a terribly long way.. (took 1 hour 15min) and one thing about sitting public transport... i can't stand not giving my seat up to ppl who needs it more then i do... yeah.. that's me.. but i was scared that i had back pain if i stood too long.. so when someone left i sat down.. the first time two old ladies got on and i gave it to them the next time it was at china town where all the old peeps board the bus so i gave my seat up again! +D and old lady was like "pai seh leh" then i just kept smiling. :D but i seriously feel very very guilty when i sit down and old peeps got no place to seat.. heehee :D and then unknowingly i kept smiling to myself. teehee +D i was thinking that it's all these kind of small little acts make me so happy! seeing them smile makes me even happier!!! heehee.. but it's normal what.. how angry can you feel when you see someone smiling at you? haha +D then i realised i'm someone who gets happy very easily.. like really.. but unfortunately gets angry very easily too.. once i'm stressed up... haha.. so shouldn't really see how irritating i am in school...
i love the feeling of being happy.. but somehow there seems to be another side likes to be all alone like quite gloomy and stuff... heehee.. that is kinda why i really like to stay up late. it's because it's the only time when i get to be all alone. it's so quiet.. so peaceful... it's really like nobody can do anything to you.. it's kinda like you feel free of those tight ropes that bound you! :D kaes.. i think i sound too.. hmm emotional? haha.. but i like being like that. +D teehee :D
oh! my sis came back from australia!!! kae.. kinda quick change of subject huh... so exciting.. i got ppl go places with me already!!! +D heehee... kaes, gotta go! and i wonder when my next post will be! heehee +D

so long! :D

2006-11-07T09:05:00.000-08:00

became really sick today.. sobs... i few so terrible.. bleh. it started with sore thoart (horrible one) then came the coughs then now the slight fever and just.. the block nose!!! gosh.. let's see.. i slept till about 2.30pm today heehee +D and then ate lunch and slept again! coz there's absolutely nothing to do when you are sick! and i hate that.. i 100% not like having to lie in bed 24 hours and not do anything! but if i don't sleep.. i'll feel the.. pain? yupps and "you need a lot of rest" (my mom) so yupp.. i was all nicely wrapped in my blankie! +D i got a feeling pebbles (my dog) is sick too! coz he hardly ate anything, was so not hyper and was lazing around the whole day.. so not him! heehee +D so out of boredom i tried to feel his forehead to see if he had fever.. but seriously... i have no idea. heehee +D
oh and btw, to anybody hu read's my blog, i got into chem, bio, geog and (drum roll...) ART!!!! woohoo! +D and i'm gonna know hu's gonna be my next yr classmate on the 17th! yay! hope i get sper funky classmates! coz funky peeps take chem bio geog!!! yay! i bet ci agrees right? +D man.. i just forgot what i wanted to say.. getting old.. (after 5 min of thinking..) i still can't remember! man.. (after another 1 min..) OH! i found georgi's other side of the black socks she lent me on choral night.. it was her st. john's socks actually. heehee +D and i'm passing it to her on 17th yay! man.. this is totally crap. nevermind. +D kae. i shall go find something to do! +D

2006-11-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

i finally got down to posting another post. +D went to watch death note with sarah and jas today. :D and my sore throat is still very very very PAIN!!! kae.. other then that i thinhk everything was really... nice? i loved Death Note. it was not scary at all, kae mabe only when the phantom pops out of nowhere haha :D and i can't wait for the second one to be out! coz it ended without answering a lot of questions.. yupp. i shall put it that way +D and i just kept wondering why "L" isn't anywhere near fat.. he just keeps eating sweets.. chocolate.. ice cream.. etc.. you get the pic. :D
kae.. the real reason for writing this post was coz a small thing occured today which i thought reflected quite a lot. +D when sitting MRT on our way back, it was me sarah and jas. then on the jurong stop sarah alighted, then the clementi stop jas alighted. then there was me only. and on the way, more ppl boarded the train. doesn't this say quite a lot about our lives? all of us are somewhat on the some train but alight at different stops. some change trains, some stick to the same train as you till the end. :D like how many ppl, eg jas, sarah, bailu, yang and lorraine (my clique) boarded the train i was on.. but they have to alight one day. +D and i some how sense that their stops are getting nearer... coz we are going to dif. classes.. sobs. but i can be comforted by 2 thoughts. firstly, is that as ppl alight, ppl board my train too! +D which i guess would be my classmates next year. secondly, is that my church friends will be on the train i'm on forever and ever. yay! :D yupp.. that's all for the thought of the day!
Toodles! +D

2006-10-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

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last day

2006-10-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

i'm finally blogging again! haha today was the last day of school!!! i'm suppose to be happy, but i'm actually really sad... i'll miss 208 ALOT!!! 2 years sounds long but the first day of my sec life still seems so clear as though it happened only yesterday. like what many people in my class said, there isn't any specific moments that are really special, but it's the every second and every hour that we spent together that is special. oh gosh... it sure was a short and unforgetable 2 years... now, i can only hope that my classmates next year are as funky as 208, but seriously, 108 '05 and 208 '06 has been the BEST class i've ever been in!!! yay!!! i think that's just how God works. putting those really special people around us but as always... they'll have to go... sobs!!! but there must be faith in God that He will put all of us in an equally good or even better place. +D there's a sentence in a song's lyrics that i thought was quite cool "These memories are playing like a film without sound". it sounds nice, but actually it doesn't make much sense to me. heehee +D
actually i have a lot to write, but i guess they are little crap moments. haha, so not necessary for the peeps reading. haha +D

exciting

2006-07-25T09:24:00.001-07:00

hmm... i shall only touch on the highlights on the 2 days. yup, yesterday, went to celebrate tinnapop's b'dae. but char couldn't make it, so sad! and claire was a little late so me and pop were kinda really hungry we ate at like 3.45? yups, in cafe cartel. haha, mr. gentlemen paid for us! thanks pop! =D and later we went to take neoprints! haha i haven't taken once since forever! it was really fun coz we didn't have much idea about what to do, but pop was a bit familiar with it, so very cool. we took really funny pics can go my friendster to check them out, coz i'm too lazy to upload pics on my blog. and we stood there for a super long time to decorate and they tuned out quite nice and funny, heehee. and yup, my bus journey back was eternity... oh and, coz pop and my badges are red so i thought i would be really fun to exchange them and in the end we forgot to return them. but pop doesn't have extra, so i'm still feeling really bad! heehee sorry pop! too bad claire didn't come in her uniform otherwise we would have each others. haha. =]
kae,let's talk about my sabaticals, the story telling one, as i have expected wasn't extremely exciting.... and the song writing was not as fun as last year, coz the teacher stood there and talk for 2 and a half hour. but he's like this professional. he works with li wei song and li si song. he writes lots of different lyrics for different popular singers. so it's really cool lah, and he wrote the really really nice NKF children song. super nice, called wei ming tian sang by guang liang. tomorrow a teacher that specialises in writing the melody is coming. so hope it'll be interesting. =D kaes, i gotta go. nite! =D

exhausted

2006-07-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

hey, haven't blogged for 2 days.... kae, yeaterday was really packed. well, technically... i had to wake up early to go to hwa chong for a debate competition, my seniors debated... but i woke up late, so i reached like 15 min late, but they start at 9 and asks us to go at 8.15.... anyways, the first one was against MGS, MGS won... but i shall not complain coz they were good.... heehee=] and the next one was against SCGS. the highlight was that the third speaker got angry after POIing her for like 3 times? she went "no thank you madam!" then my seniors decided to continuously POI her, but NOT barack. but like after about 2 more, she went "no thank you and stop baracking me madam!" when we clearly were not. so my seniors continued with the POIs and she almost broke down! like almost cried, what a relieve she didn't... but my caoch said that she would if my seniors continued...that's actually quite mean....so obviously, we won. yay.... the next one was an impromptu debate. against.. guess who? catholic high.... sigh.... i think they realy hate us after we won them in jgs... but they still won this one in the end... although i think we did better, coz i had no idea what they were saying, the first speaker was saying something different than the other 2. and as usual, kristiano spoke like a bullet train.. so i also didn't catch much of what he said... the highlight of this one was Yi Na's (one of my funky seniors) reply. i sat beside michelle and she said yi na looks pissed, and how right was she, yi na came up looking really angry and she spoke in a very furious tone and her reply was just really good. i heard one my my senior's friend from cat high say. "wah, your speaker power arh." heehee. =] it was really cool. =D but we still lost, never mind, my seniors did a great job! =D and by the way, RI and cat high went to the finals and ri won. yay. heehee. =D then i went back and sleep and do hw until really late.
that's why i didn't go to church today, i was just too exhausted.... i feel so so guilty.... sigh.... and i was so bored with history, i went to do the classic IQ test that poped out on my com. and i got 135. it said i was highly intellectual, so i guess the whole system had some error or something. yups. and i took the whole day and i really mean whole day to do 2 history questions.... heehee and i had another sms chat with petras. i think my sms bill is going to burst, coz we chat with sms like chat on msn one, so i used lots of smses.... i'm so dead will my mom ses the bill.... nevermind, i'll be strong and face reality.. haha =D and chia lynn came back today! yay. i shall see her this friday.
oh and i have this group of debate friends that are all from dif. schools. there are 4 of us, we met in the u14 workshop and are really close since then. there's me. duh, then there's claire from st nicks, charlene from mgs and tinnapop from cat. high, yup, the only guy. there was another girl in our group, but she left too fast, so we lost contact. so sad...anyways, back to the topic, the 3 girls, us, wanted to surprise tinnapop on his birthday this tues, but we all got training on that day, to we set on mon, but in the end char couldn't make it, the the other days also cannot, so we had to just work without char, but thats really sad! ok anyways, in the end we told him, coz we actually arranged other debater from cat. high to drag him to j8, but in the end we not sure whether he was in good terms with him, so we just told him... he was ... eh... touched. and claire bought him the present, i'll buy the cake tomorrow. i actually gave him a test tube thing with his name to confirm that it was his b'dae and on a paper i wrote happy 14th b'dae, but guess what? his 17!!! so yup, i was really lao qui... and i'm thinking of like arranging with the place that we are eating in to kinda dim the lights and we bring in the cake, but i guess that would be really hard to achieve. so i shall go there earlier tomorrow to check the place out... kaes, i shall go to sleep, really tired... and this week's sabaticals week! yay! play week! =D

freaky friday

2006-07-21T08:10:00.001-07:00

"yay! it's friday!" the whole student body would say. but i'm really exhausted and even though it's the weekends, i really have not a single minute to rest. feel as if i'm stuck in this world hardly being able to breath... haha.. that sounds scary =D ok, the day was ok lah.... i think my science quiz was a gonner. so don't talk about. and i suddenly remembered that i blogged about my teacher, i shall go cancel it later. later i get caught by school or something. tomorrow i got a debate competition from 8.15 am to 6 pm, DIE, no time to do hw and i'll be falling asleep.... *yawn* i better cut this short so i can either sleep or do hw... care team was a bit wierd today coz kelvin wasn't here and he's like the person that keeps the discussion going and lots of others didn't come to... so my house was a bit empty compared to many other occasions. heehee kaes, i think i really should go! nite! =D

quote of the day "eee... that's like so gory!" (kae, this is a bit stupid, having a quote everyday seems a bit wrong..)

wonderful wednesday?

2006-07-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

man, today wasn't exactly very perfect. Pebbles stole my glasses when i was sleeping and he bit until the ends became really gross, not only that, he scratch the nice red paint off, worse, he took out the lens and i can't find it. *sobs* i'm wearing my old one(not exactly very nice) and my mom refuses to buy a new one for me. how? i can't wear this pair of specs everywhere!
kaes, i had history first thing in the morning.(kae, i just deleted some teacher criticism before i get caught) and the last lesson was language arts aka engilsh i had my compo test!!! ahh... i seriously doubt that she can even read what i scribbled on my paper. my story line was horribly normal, but hopefully my stylo milo ending(actually, i think it's quite a cheesy ending) can boost my marks that bit higher. =D that's all for my "exciting" day.... bleh. i'm tired.... *yawn*... night everybody!

busy but happy

2006-07-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

hmm.. i'm blogging again finally! heehee. i've been really busy.let's see. with school work, debate(super busy), council work, guitar, nanyang dinner(although i don't do much. teehee.) etc i'm think of starting a tuition, but every saturday, something happens. sigh...
and just recently, i found loads of nice songs in ci's thumb drive. i love one of the songs called "leave right now" by will young. i love the lyrics too coz it's really meaningful plus the perfect music, i think this song is just.. just.. perfect! here's the lyrics to the song (love the chorus)

Artist: Will Young Lyrics
Song: Leave Right Now Lyrics

I'm here, just like I said
Though it's breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart, is just the same;
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say "I do";
Give everything to you
But I could never now be true

(chorus)So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I'm here, so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful, perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs at least I’m spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms What could be the harm?
To feel my spirit calm?

(chorus)So I say...
I think I better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I better leave right now

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again

Yes, I will.
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper...
I think I better leave right now

you should try to find the song, because i'm so bad at com stuff, i have no idea how to load a song and i'm too lazy to go youtube to find. =D

*sobs* tomorrow got english test! compo! can die!bleh...
~God will make a way...~

kae, i better sleep, nite! =D

wednesday...

2006-05-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

hey hey... ran my 2.4 today... man, i almost died... i totally deproved.... and i tok so long.. shall not tell, too embarrassed.... *blush blush*=] and also, our so nice chinese teacher gave us a compo to write.. sigh... but she is really very nice... i just disliked the compo... must finish before 5.... i almost died again.... how i wish i was a cat.. got 9 lives...can die lots of times... heehee....=] and that is actually quite it for the day.... nothing much happen...
sigh.. tomorrow have to present our math independent learning powerpoint.. sigh.. miss yeo will be there... *shivers* and another major thing... i have my student counsellor interview tomorrow... and jas said it was realy scarey.. *even more shivers*.. must pray like crazy.... =]kae, i gotta go sleep, haven't been sleeping early for so long... bye!

~ Just do your best, and God will handle the rest~

it's been so long...

2006-05-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

sigh.. it's been don't noe how many thousand days since i blogged, so i'm doing so right now... heehee=]. many stuff happened... for example, (not sure whether i mentioned it) we got 2nd runners up for odyssey of the mind copetition, yay! our efforts were not wasted. and we're really satisfied since the competition was so tough.. heh heh =] and mrs seah is so proud of us, yay! we love you mrs/ DR seah!!!!!!!! ( man, i sound like RGS, who were screaming their heads off at everthing... no offence RGS ppl!=]) and i'm gettting really really busy for debate, i'm going crazy with the amount of training soon. 3 days a week, 4-5 hours every time, but still i'm kinda enjoying it... there's so much to learn.=] and of course this training schedule means competition, we have the prilimenary rounds of youth 14s aka u 14, on the 15th of may, gosh, i'm freaking out already.... and the u 14 workshop was really enjoyable.... met lots of really nice ppl, especially those i was grouped with, i love my group!=] also, my trainee teacher, miss soh, is leaving this week, man, i'm going to miss her, my whole class totally love her!!! she's so funky, almost go k-box with some of them, and she has 3 specs (wow!) one is FCUK, how cool and her watch is like DKNY.... gosh.... and she lives so super near to zong. and when miss soh leaves, means miss yeo is coming back, yikes! *bite fingernails*. and yay yay, my test are all over!!! woohoo! it was over last wed, don't know this term so fast over... but good thing, can concentrate on the projects. and for the JGs debate competition, my seniors got 4th yay, job well d0ne seniors! (i sound like RGS again...) one of the first times we got so far. =] actually that's about it, can't remember the small moments.. heh heh... bye, then! =]

p.s i finally cut my hair, and i love it now, although the dif. isn't that great!=]
p.s heart of the fighter seris is over, so it is back to careteams, yay, i love careteams. (i don't mind HoF too!=])

it's been 2 weeks...

2006-04-13T06:44:00.000-07:00

Gosh... it's been ages since i last posted...kae i shall start with last week... btw, since if i'm not wrong, chia lynn is the only one looking at my blog, coz i didn't really give it to a lot of ppl...this is one of your farewell gift from me! yay! so you noe what's happening to my life when you're in vietnam. =]

here's last week...it was a rush too... all because of the one and only OM(odessey of the Mind). we were supposed to perform infront of the sec 2s. and when we had a full dressed rehearsal on wed (the performance was on thurs.), we were totally screwed! and as usual, yang got so depressed. and so, we all stayed back on wed to do as much as we can, and it was a total success(even though we had a missing member as jo was sick and did not come)! yay! lots of ppl said we were the best team then, gosh, all our efforts did not go down to the drain! phew! and the reed boat i did was a success too! yay! and by the way, the watoto children's choir came on wed, during sec 2 assembly... i love it when they come, they are from Ugandan and either one or both of their parents passed away due to AIDs... so the watoto children care took care of them..=] they are all christians and even though they come from such a poor country, the faith they have in God, they hope that they know the Lord will always be there for them, really touched my heart and also many others, you can only feel that love they have in God only when you hear them sing. and after seeing their performance, i really felt that my faith is so weak, that i can't even "compete" with children younger than me... sigh... Oh, by the way, we were even more chaotic because we were late for assembly although they kept reminding us to be early... Thursday was also a rush, to prepare, rehearse, everything! wah, so exhausting...BUT, God was with us through the whole performance and as i said, He made everything a success!!! woohoo!!! Kae, Friday, i rushed home right after school, then at home a rested for just awhile, and made my way back to school... i went home to put my heavy bag, take a shower and just to rest for that bit. and i was kinda late already and my dear parents refused to send me to school because they were playing majong... so i really quickly walked to the interchange, and when i almost reached there, climbing up the small slope, a 151 passed, and i klnew that was it, i was going to be late... so i waited for another bus, and the bus stop was hot until can die, i shower also no use, i was even smellier than before...sigh... and i just kept praying and praying.. and a bus came 5 mins earlier than i expected and i obviously boarded it and prayed somemore on the bus and yay! by God's grace, i managed to reach on time, and guess what, everybody were even later, other than just a few... sigh... nvm!=] btw, i went back because there was a debate competition at night, first was UWC VS MGS...MGS won... expected.... next... ACSI VS NYGH, very very very sadly, we lost... it was a split decision though... kae, saturday, skip... sunday... yay! the Lord's day! i attended foundation class, it was really good!=] and later worship, and later we had a youth meeting about the June camp, and guess what? for the first time, i'm doing the camp booklet, haha, i wonder how it would look like.=]

Kae, this week, terrible... Monday was the most relaxed day, although still abit busy, and as i did for the pass don't know how many months, i stayed back for OM...joy... kae, Tuesday was quite bad... coz, 1) i felt totally terrible on the last period, Lang. Art aka Eng. the whole room was as it it was on a boat, bobbing up and down, and when i had to take notes, it was terrible...in the end when i "wonderful"(he's so weird.. he sings in your face, sit on our table, with his shoes off, and everything weird lah..) teacher found out, he asked me to rest. 2) i totally forgot about CCA and i didn't brong my note book, so ma had to bring it for me... plus she bought Mac. yay! thanx parents! love ya!=] and going home, my whole nite was terrible. 3) my terrible night. i had to complete a stack of math revision questions, which were not easy or rather can take long to figure out, and also a math revision paper, that was much faster, less questions... i finished at like 12.15am? then i had to study for my Lang Art's test that was on "to kill a mocking bird" so i slept at like 12.45am. that was the end of terrible tuesday. next came "wonderful" wednesday... 1) i had the test, i wasn't the best, but doable 2) i had to do a 1000+ chinese essay 3) i had to do a 2000 word home econs essay, which i managed to extend to next Mon, yay! 4) i had to study for my chem bio quiz. and TODAY... i had my bio quiz, and it was horrible, i don't even think i'll be average lor.... sigh... and during home econs, we made banana muffins, and thinking it was theory lesson, i didn't bring anything to bake, so i had to use an unknown apron... sigh... i dislike putting on things that i don't feel is clean...sigh... nvm, at least i had an apron! =] and we had our spontaneous problem, for OM singapore... (it's the finals for singapore, we managed to squeeze in...heehee...) and i don't think we did all that well..our responses were not all that creative...but hopefully the other teams did not do any better...heehee... i'm so evil...=] kae, tomorrow is a public holiday, joy, i'm going back to school to improvise on our props and stuff... sigh, saturday's THE DAY... when we see which group gets into OM world... ah.... so scary... but seriously... with ACS around, the chances aren't that high anymore... so irritating, lost to them ink debate already not enough meh...sigh....

kae, better get some sleep for tomorrow...=]

Tuesday!

2006-04-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

kae, as everybody on earth knew that Zhi Yang won campus supperstar (yay!), i shall skip telling every point of him that is great! =] kae, maybe i was terribly mean yesterday, but still, i was fuming... and anyways, not many ppl noe about this blog, phew, so yah, not many ppl will noe, and ppl who are reading this, no linking me!!! thanx! =] kae, my day went fairly well, heehee..=] no scoldings or anything...=] i must work really hard for the coming test! yay! jia you mav. mel! woohoo, you can do it, man, i'm going crazy! heehee=] kae, and there was thing IT quiz thing that we had to take part after school, which to many of us was a totally last min thing, coz we had no idea. and according to our school, they told us long ago (how can anybody remember?) and Mr Yam said he e-mail us all, joy, like who reads the nygh account e-mail, sigh... and i screwed the whole thing up. FYI, i'm a computer idiot! =]
After that, dear Edwin Tan come over to NY for the don't noe how many times to see his precious ying ci. kae, here's background info. i did a flag day activity with my class, and he was the overall in-charge. (he was from HCJC, but still goes back for don't noe what reasons) According to him, who has a gaint height and erm.. not very pleasant looking face, no offence, he thinks Ying Ci is cute (* cough cough*) BTW, he's 19. and he said that if he was like 4 years younger, he would woo Ying Ci and seriously, he is totally obsessed with her. coming from HCJC, he managed to get hold Zhi Yang's autograph, so today, when he came, i said that i wanted the autograph too, and he sai, " no, i only want to give Ying Ci," (* puke puke*) he is weird... kae, shall stop here, i'm really tired. =] *yawn*

fuming...

2006-04-03T06:51:00.000-07:00

kae, this post is going to reflect the totally horrible side of me... because i'm ****ed with quite some ppl... firstly, my "oh-so-nice" sister. firstly, she is such a show off deep in her heart, she thinks she's a richie rich princess, being clothed with branded items... she sometimes will go to my mom and say, oh we are so poor and blah, blah blah, saying how she should not go for this this this... on the other hand, she desperately wants to get braces, which will ocst $4400 ++, like HELLO!!! your teeth is perfectly NORMAL!!!!!!!!!! and also, she wants to go to some US university to study, which the whole world knows it is not cheap... and at the same time, she is frantically buying and buying clothes, eating in her so called "High-class" restaurant, with her "hich-class" friends (eg Wan Jun, hey no offence wan jun, you are 100% a princess, unlike my sis) going to "high-class" parties, like WHAT IS HER PROBLEM!!!?????!!!!!!!!!????????!!! * breathe in, breathe out...* and here's an incident. my parents went to Taiwan awhile ago, and my mom put all the cash she had then into an envelope. according to my mom, it was around $250. and hosnestly speaking, the most most i could have taken was $40. and when my mom came home, not a single cent was there! anyways... the day my dad arrived back, she asked for more money!!!! and ok, let's count! $250-$40-$70(her dentist money, which the dentist just looked and talked crap about her teeth, nothing else, wow, how worth it)=$140 HOW COULD SOMEONE USE $140 IN JUST LIKE 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! there is something so wrong with her!!!! (which obviously, none of her oh-so-rich friends and my super nice church friends know) wow, i really can write a lot about my oh-so-sweet sister!

kae, shall move on to my day (let's ignore the rest of the ppl i'm angry at). today, poor pebbles was sterialised, he is currenly in pain... and i stayed back to do "wonderful" OM which i'm totally sick at! sigh... kae, and i did the whole proposal for your science project, joy... and yah, don't wish to further aggrivate myself with unpleasant events of the day...
still have to do debate research... sigh.. i'm falling asleep...

tired...

2006-04-01T05:59:00.000-08:00

sigh, i'm so exhausted...i stayed from morning to night in school the whole day... i went to 6th Avenue Centre there to buy bamboo sticks for our backdrop stand. we walked from there to school with a 2.9m bamboo stick (plus with many glances). so we just stayed in school doing OM stuff until around 8pm. and i was totally freaked out!!! i hate it when you are in this dark and big place with just so little ppl (there were 3 of us) it would be good if it was a class, even better the whole level, best... the whole school! yay! (man, i'm crazy=]) and jasmine's dad came to fetch us home, yay, thanx uncle!=] so that's how i spent my whole day... plus also with quite a lot of laughter, i was totally crazy, with Ee Yang around, it's impossible to not laugh once every min... =] (plus, yang's mom came and gave us small really nice pear to eat!!! yay, she's so funky! thanx auntie!!=]) so, i should be doing my Mega SIA now, apparently, none of my group members are on line, sigh, so i should go do my school homework now, kae, bye (and i may not write for some time, coz the homework is starting to come in, sigh...)

p.s kae, i just did the IQ test while waiting for my group members to come online, and whether good or bad, i scored 122... hmm... am i suppose to be happy?

Tuesday greens and Wednesday reds... (taken from monday blues...)

2006-03-29T05:10:00.000-08:00

Kae, firstly, i didn't blog yesterday was because i was on the verge of falling asleep and the website was taking so long to load...nothing much happened yesterday, except of my CCA. We had a mock debate among ourselves, but it turned out quite weird because only the sec ones participated and either said unrelavent stuff to take up time of just end off even before reaching 3 mins.
kae, about today, as usual i sat bus to school. firstly, i had to walk to the interchange by myself because my sista pon school (She's from RJC, btw, if you were wondering...). and when i was like lots of metres away from the stop, the bus came and i ran like crazy... gosh, i hate running after buses, but if i didn't i'll be late for school!!! today was the usual boring day, but it was a little more interesting because i cared to pay attention and didn't fell tired in any classes. as usual, i stayed back to do OM and that's where my day's gonna end. but not so soon because i'm going to the airport to send Candice off to Japan and at the same time pick mom and dad up, they're coming back from Taiwan... yay! gonna get my berks!!!(a pair of shoes! )

p.s i got an unexpected 8/10 for my quiz i mentioned earlier, how surprising, didn't really thought i could even pass... PRAISE THE LORD!!

kae, i'm off! bye!

Monday Blues... =]

2006-03-27T06:27:00.000-08:00

sigh... it's monday again! my monday was a tiny different from the others, i sat public bus to school today, yay! it was actually really enjoyable! =] it's like the second time i ever sat a bus to school ( i suddenly feel so blessed=]) but i like it when there are quite little people and the weather is good, in an almost MRT too... i like silence, gives me a sense of relaxation! =]
kae, carrying on to my day, really normal. couldn't really keep myself awake in lang arts and in PE, i was sweating like mad, it was is the car park, coz it was raining... and we had spontaneous activity with Mrs Seah again, and she bought us Uncle Tobys's yay! (although it's not my fav...) and tomorrow will be bananas, woohoo!!! i love bananas!!! kae, stayed back after school to do OM, but unfortunately was very super unproductive, very little were done... oh wells... and watched campus superstar today, quite funny lah... heehee=] yah, and i'm working on my debate for tomorrow, we were given a motion.. sigh.. kae, better go liaoz.. bye! nite! =]

Sat + Sun

2006-03-26T06:44:00.000-08:00

Hey, hey, hey! so sorry, was not able to blog yesterday... i was so exhausted...
On my last post, it wasn't the end my friday... my sister's good friend, Vivian, came over and we went out to eat supper and later went back to have like a "fashion talk". Vivian was really nice, as in she hangs out with me even though i'm so much younger than her. and she even told me about the auditions for some kind of performing arts (shan't reveal what it is... *hint: either singing, acting or dancing*) which obviously my sister will never tell me, she hardly even talks to me. <> and Vivian even like shared the laptop with me and tell me what was nice and what was not on sgspree, online shopping. which my sis would never even turn the laptop screen to let me see, so even small actions like these i find really nice of Vivian, heehee... (kae, and er jie, i'm not saying you are really mean or something, you have your plus point somewhere else..=]) and about the auditions, Vivian said she would go with me if i wanted to, which i thought she was joking coz my sis is never serious until you are about to do something and she tells you "huh, you really one arh?", but turns out Vivian was really serious about it. yay.=] In the end, i slept at 4am.
kae, i woke up kinda late, coz suppose to go china town to do the interview and was kinda rushing like crazy. then in china town, lots of old ppl either was not from china, didn't want to answer our questions or had no clue what we were talking about... after hunting old ppl for about 2 hours. we decided to go to the heritage centre which really provided us, me and jas, with lotz of info. on the other hand, Ao Yuan and Yezhen continued their mission on interviewing, later one we had lunch and a little more hunting and then homesweet home. i slacked a bit and decided to do Candice's farewell card, but failed coz i fell asleep on the floor while gluing the paper half way, and woke up late for the play called duael, by my school's theatre club. there were 5 short plays in total. they were all really nice, except for my dancing one which i had not a clue what was going on. kae, it ended about 9.30pm, 10pm? btw, before that me and jas rushed to coro to buy flowers for them.=] and when they came out, we were like hugging like crazy!!!! woohoo! good job ci and zong!!!! and after that, jas dad sent me to Andrea's house for the farewell party, which was ending in a few mins. sigh.. so went back quite quickly after that. upon reaching home, i prepared for the auditions and kinda fell asleep on my bed and woke up at 5 plus to switch off the lights and stuff
kae, i'm on the verge of sleeping, shan't tell you about my sunday, it was normal... church, go out, nap, eat, sleep.. =]

p.s there was no auditions in the end, you had to be what member, oh wells, i guess it's God's will! =]

weekends here i come! =]

2006-03-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

woohoo! it's finally friday! the day most ppl i think are looking forward to. but 2 main sad and happy thing that happened today are as follows. first the sad thing, my parents went overseas for a holiday and are not coming back till wed... aww... i miss them....oh wells, here the great thing! WE WON CATHOLIC HIGH IN THE SEMI-FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! apparently they are the best teams in this semi-finals, and we won them! woohoo! i totally screamed upon hearing the results!!!!!!!! ahhh!!!!! (still screaming in my heart!=]) later we stayed back to watch ACSI vs SCGS even before it started, i think everybody kinda had the feeling that ACSI would win. and of course they did.
kae, and in school... i finally handed up Chinese SIA, yay! (although i'm not the latest, phew...=]) and there was a horrible math quiz, and i confirm confirm the highest i can get is like 7/10( which i seriously doubt i'll get), pathetic! sigh....and everything went fine through the day, not a very bad one, and... there's no homework! So i guess i have to start studying for the common tests especially math, they moved it from week 6 to week 5!!!! (how could they! ) yup, so that's kinda all of my friday.
let's talk about tomorrow! first, it's off the China Town with Ao Yuan and Jasmine to interview old people who were from China... then, it's Math SIA, Jasmine coming my house, dear Sarah is fully booked... and lastly, DUAEL! yay! can't wait, and hopefully, i'll be able to rush to Candice's farewell party...
kae, gotta go! bye!

Just another day...

2006-03-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

It's thursdday, just a day more to the weekends! yay! but this week end would be quite a hectic one for me. my saturday is like totally booked full. First we have to go to China Town to find a few random old ppl to do interviews(that's for mega SIA)... then have to do Math SIA powerpoint... and then watch Duael,yay! i've been looking forward to it for abit. but hopefully i'll be able to reach in time of at least the last part of the farewell party...
kae, my day today was just a speck more interesting, beacause of OM we had a briefing today on the OM singapore and World Finals, about the cost and what to expect there. and my parents said that they are willingto give me full financial support, yay! =] and Mrs Seah (our Mentor) also went through with us one spontaneous, it was quite fun, yay! and our dear leader, Ng Ea Yang decides to not go for the spontaneous round because she wants to go for her badminton competition(although she doesn't know whether she's playing), because only five out of the 7 of us needs to take part for this round. CANNOT! yang MUST take part, she's like the crappiest and most creative person in our group (btw, the more creative aka crappier you are the better it is...) sigh...kae, then we had Home Econs later, expecting to get a scolding coz we were 15 mins late, coz don't know where to go, but Miss Wong suprisingly did not say much about it, heng ah... =] And stayed back after school to paint finnish our super nice coffin, and it is finally done, yay! =] we spent so much effort on it... i've not been going back early once the whole week coz of OM and cca. sigh.. tomorrow have to stay till 5 (doing nothing) coz the debate competition will start at 6 in the evening.... sigh... kae, i've gotta go and make myself comfy in my really comfy bed and close my eyes and also to rest my brain, aka, SLEEP! =] YAY! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =]

Middle of a boring week...

2006-03-22T05:42:00.000-08:00

hey hey, it' s me agian... =] my day started off in a rush... why??? coz i didn't set my alarm and woke up late, gees... the second lesson was... * drumroll...* PE... joy... kae, not that i hate PE or something, just that i hate running!!! don't mind anything else except running...and we got Miss Chang as our PE teacher for the netball module, joy. Kae, she's hmm.... ok, but really systematic start with this, then later this and this and finally this.<> she even made us set our own rules for PE, on attitude, punctuality and something else (kinda forgot...heehee...=])
the day ended with assembly, yay!!! i've been looking forward to it. =] get to sit in comfy chairs in the air-conditioned audi. yay! =] later, me and jasmine went to coronation to get gifts (mine's for a christian friend) i later decided on the book " 101 most powerful verses in the bible" , and i saw these really nice notebooks going for $19. $19!!!! how expensive! after that, we headed to the handphone short to get my mom a new hp cover, which i in the end got cheated, it was fake!!! (but my mom said it was ok, the thought counts.=] yup, that's my really nice and understanding mom! =]) lastly, it was off to the stationary shop to buy gold paint for our OM props (i'll explain what OM is in a while=]) after much discussion over the phone with another teammate, we decided on 3 bottles and 1 tube, yay! =] and we happily made our way bacl to school.
ok, about OM, it stands for Odyessy of the Mind. an project that is to allow us to think by ourselves without help to solve porblems given to us by using skits. my group did Ancient Eygpt. had to include 5 artefacts and 1 architectural structure which we had to come up with a humorous explanation of it being like that. and guess what? out team got into OM Singapore, and if we emerge top few, we'll get to go America to compete with even more ppl! yay! so we worked on the coffin till like 5.30pm, and that's where my day kinda ended... =]
kae, gotta do my chinese project, bye!

Tuesday...

2006-03-21T07:13:00.000-08:00

yup, it's tuesday, joy. i was really really really tired today, totally exhausted from the pathetic amount of sleep i had for the pass two days... sigh... i totally slept through the first two brainjuice-sucking (ermm...) lessons, but with my eyes open...=] and when i try to keep my eyes open when i'm totally asleep, i get a terrible headache, which, as usual, happened. it was really bad... and art lesson was super fun, i made the body of my cute (erm..) little bunny... =] and today there was training!!! so fun!!! totally enjoyed it! =] and by the way.. the NY debate team is against Cat. High on firday... which means we have to go... which means i'll have to miss HoF ( it's a seris of lessons to learn more about problems christains face now and how to manage them. =]) and guess what... i'm gonna watch the play by threatre club which is at 7.30 pm... which means i'll miss Candice's farewell party(which starts promptly at 7.30pm)!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh.... * sob sob* but hopefully, by God's grace, i'll be able to rush there in time for just a little awhile...=] kae, i think i gotta catch some sleep in case i fall asleep in class tomorrow (which i think i wil...)

p.s the time that is shown on the time i posted this is wrong!!! =]

After Campus Superstar

2006-03-20T05:06:00.000-08:00

Hey hey again!!! just watch the best TV show ever! CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!!!!!!!! =] I think Teresa and Zhi Yang rocked today! yay! =] Although she injuried her back, she still sang so super powderfully, you go girl! woohoo! =] and Zhi Yang , as usual, did the best! yay! And with David Tao's song, no doubt about him getting into next round... yay! heehee... =] Kae, i've gotta do home econs... must hand up tomorrow... We thought it was today, and the teacher assured us that if we don't hand in today would deduct 25%, so i sat taxi home and back to get the file, and when i reached school (p.s. i paid $15!!!!), i was told that the teacher changed it to tomorrow!!! ahhh.... BUT * always look on the bright side of life.....* i learnt how to give much better directions to the taxi drivers, the taxi driver told me today, coz i kinda gave him the wrong directions, heehee...=] kae, i have to go and do home econs... * POOF!*

A new beginning...

2006-03-20T03:31:00.000-08:00

Kae, i decided to just create a new blog, couldn't bother to "save" my old one, heehee=]. and it's the start of a new term, sigh... sooner or later i'll be piled with homework, homework and more homework... i'm gonna hear my name in a matter of minutes to be called to eat dinner...=] and there is campus superstar today!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!! i think Zhi Yang has a wonderful voice! yay! =] kae, i betta go so that i can do some touch ups!!! =] see ya! =]